Febuaray 12th 2019 hair samples..

So I had my "drug testing" done for my new job.. they took a bunch of my hair in the back of my head a lot more than I would have liked and now it's itching like the dickens. I hope this job is worth the loss of hair. I have been stressing a lot more than I should and just pray I cannot be so crazy for my husband.  My kids are staying with grandma and grandpa and if I'm in the condo we are staying at for too long I get cabin fever. No kids no cat and just my husband to focus on.I get a little stir crazy. On top of that, I'm starting new here. I don't have any friends here nor do I know anyone. Honestly, I think I am done having friends for a while. At least keep the ones I have but for now, I'm focusing on myself. I just have to figure out what that is exactly and how to achieve it. Hopefully, with this new job, it will allow me the possibility of working as an esthetician in the evenings. I figured I start next Wednesday might as well try to get my shit together before then.
Wish me luck.

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Hi this is a short entry because the last time I wrote a bunch and it got deleted somehow..
This is me..